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It might sound a little crazy, but lately I've been watching a lot of Johnny Depp interviews because I'm intringued by his concepts on subjects. You can really see that what he's saying he means with a passion and what he says inspires me a lot.
He was talking about how he gets into the zone of a character and he talked about how instinct is often overlooked in this specific situation, but I thought at that moment if it was overlooked in everyday life.
It's amazing how many times I'll overlook my instinct. I become so inspired and emotional when I'm by myself listening to music, it brings up a lot of thoughts and really creates a strong ambition to do things in my life that are meaningful to me, then when the music switches off it's like that moment has been lost and I'm back to been the shy and fearful me. The music acts as a source to be myself and express myself in my head how I'd like to on the outside.
It's almost like I think so naturally when the music is flowing and then when I leave it to one side the old habitual patterns return because there's no electricity to the situation.
Imagine dancing to no music, where does the feeling come from? This is exactly how I feel with my thoughts, when the music is playing I'm alive and dancing with my mind, and then it stops and it goes back into its box.
The feelings I believed strongly when listening to music seem to disappear when I'm with myself in everyday situations and my confidence drowns rapidly, I'm interested into why.
I guess I've gone off topic but this is just what came up as I was writing, it was instinct.
Thanks Joe
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